I’ve started painting again. I took my time gathering all of my supplies from nooks and crannies in the garage and basement. I had forgotten that part of my life…..the brushes and tubes of paint, of course, but the staple gun and boards the wet paper is stretched on and dried…..the boxes of resist, graphite powder, sketch books, art books and things I don’t even remember using.
Another thing I had forgotten: the fear of the blank white paper. Like writer’s block, it can be paralyzing. I’ve heard of a teacher telling a student “Put your paper on the driveway and run over it with your car tire. Now, it’s already ruined. Paint your heart out”. So, mentally, that’s what I did.
Two sessions of sketching and painting and my brain hurts. It’s fried! I’m so out of the habit of serious focusing. Don’t laugh. The Fry Zone is a real place. Haven’t you ever been there?